Poetic Review
I posted this poem to my personal Facebook page on July 5th, 2020. It was the first time I received recognition from another poet and became the first poem I ever chose to memorize. On the surface, it’s a story about the moon and sun. These heavenly bodies become easier to understand when give human traits. Yet, in reality, this poem was a window into my soul. I hope that the poem (italics) and accompanying insight (normal font) help you gain a better understanding of poetry and how it can be used as a form of self-expression.
Transformation was his name;
and fleeing but a vice.
His movements glide upon the sky,
but tentative like ice.
I had returned home (less than three months earlier) after serving as a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. I was equal parts confidence and uncertainty. It was easy to throw back my shoulders and stand tall. Yet, I struggled emotionally at times (as I have through many parts of my life). The difference between these two extremes made me feel hesitant in many aspects of my life:
When courageous, he's a crashing wave,
upon a rocky beach.
Yet retreating like the rolling tide,
just always out of reach.
As with many missionaries, I came home thinking about the future. My situation was a little unique (being twenty-six at the time of the poem) and so my main focus was taking the next step. I wanted to meet someone and pursue a serious relationship:
His life was met by Opposite,
her light an amber glow.
An inspiration to his soul,
but not that it would show.
Unfortunately, I lacked the confidence needed to express my interest. I spent the next few years watching incredible women walk away. Each one had a profound impact on my life, but they never knew:
He ran from her by day,
and hid throughout the night.
But each of these a mere façade,
He's basking in her light.
I look back on many periods of my life with a certain level of gratitude. It may have been challenging and overwhelming at times, but I’m so grateful that I was able to weather these storms. Especially now that the moon and sun have finally met (and we’ll be getting married in December).
Thank you to everyone who played a role in helping me find the greatest happiness I’ve ever known.